This year has been full of challenges: mentally, financially, physically, emotionally and spiritually.
Im not a devout Catholic but I believe in God. However, half of the time, my faith wavered.
I have been struggling.
Deep inside I know that everything happen for a reason. But since I dont know and understand what the reason was, I wavered and question Him.
Over the weekend, my faith has been tested.
Since the Hubby and I are financially-challenged recently, I prayed that I would win the cash raffle in our party. I’ve never been lucky in those raffles so I just prayed. At the start of the party, I wasnt thinking of it seriously. I told myself that if I didnt win, God had other plans for me. When they started flashing the winners of the minor cash prize winners, I was very surprised to see my name and employee number! I WON!! I was very happy and deeply thankful that night. I won the smallest cash prize and it wasnt enough to pay the bills but it was sufficient in God’s perspective so I was more than okay with that.
On our way home after the party, we were caught in a road accident.
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